Imagine yourself enveloped in darkness. All is silent except the unremittant beat of a strange thumping sound that fascinates you as it plays upon your eardrums. It's your heartbeat throbbing against your flesh as your heart contracts and expands sucking in blood, the fuel of life, then thrusting it outward sending it pulsing and surging throughout your body in full vibrancy. Suddenly, you feel yourself moving. Like the blood, at one end you're being pushed while the other end is pulling. After an overwhelming rush, a deafening silence breaks as you find yourself immersed in a blinding light and feel yourself being lifted upward. Life, the precious gift given to us all, has its full realization at that moment of birth when we emerge as separate beings. This golden moment marks the beginnig of our existence and the beginning of our journey along the path set out before us. At times the road is smooth when things are going great and you are filled with an exhilarating joy. You think it should always be this way with everything perfect. Then there are times when the road gets rough as the shackles of pain weigh heavily upon you and you feel you can no longer bear life's toil. Darkness descends again wrapping around you as it sweeps you off to another place. You're standing in a bedroom lit only by a gleam of light from the moon shimmering through the curtains. The air is still and all are asleep throughout the house except for one. A young girl lies upon the bed next to you with her face buried in her pillow. She seems deeply troubled, and her body shakes as tears stream from her eyes. She is pained by a deep frustration for she's been trying to understand herself, who she is, and why she's here, but she's lost inside herself haunted by fear and loneliness. She feels her spirit is trapped within and she longs for it to be free. All she sees is the darkness as she searches for the light. Life is more than merely existing. It's being alive with doing and empowered with thinking. It's feeling deep emotions like love, joy, and pain. It's allowing yourself to dream and being aware of who you are. Many people search for the meaning of life. They spend their lives contemplating what their purpose is in it and look everywhere for it. They search in things, in places, and in other people not realizing that the place to look is within one's self. The child in darkness is now on her knees with her head bowed before her. She looks to her heart asking why does life trouble her so? She wants to know who she is and longs to understand. The room becomes illuminated with a great light and an even greater light descends upon it. It surrounds her lifting her up off the ground. A vision of a tree stands before her and blood begins trickling down its limbs. She is reminded of a great suffering when the ultimate sacrifice was made. Suddenly, she feels herself plunged in water and, as she's pulled back up, the light begins to shine even brighter. Her eyes are now fully opened. The light flashes forward and you're in another room now. The light reflects off the stark white walls and in the center lies a bed. Another girl lies upon it with machines and tubes all around her. Your vision becomes cloudy until you see nothing but complete darkness again. You can hear the sound of a heartbeat only it seems to be fading. The darkness becomes pitch black and your skin chills as something passes through it. A light then breaks from a distance and you experience a warm feeling as it ascends back up into the air. Your vision becomes clear again and you see the girl lying before you. The sinusiodal waves of the heart monitor become a straight line as she takes her last breath. A revelation befalls upon you. Life is so brief so one should take full advantage of it, though not necessarily by doing all you can do or being all you can be, but seeking enlightment and getting to know who you are. Life's flame does not begin to fully burn until one becomes in touch with one's true self. Now you are falling uncontrollably into a dark void and some sort of gravitational force seems to be pulling you toward it. As you seem to be getting close to the end your fall halts, and you begin floating slowly downward. you land in yet another room only this one seems more familiar. It is bare except for what appears to be a small altar placed in the center. On it sits a stand in which a single candle stands erect. As you kneel to get a closer look you notice a small inscription on the wall behind it. It reads,"Don't be afraid of who you are. Go ahead. Light the candle. Shine." |